I’m exhausted because I’ve actually been up doing something today, but that is better than becoming a frozen statue in bed, staring at the walls and wondering if rope or a belt or something else is the best material to create a noose that will hold. My head doesn’t feel quite as foggy, though I can tell me thinking is slower than usual.
Also, a psychiatric nurse I had left a message with called back this evening, and I will see her in a week. She told me not to give up, that she believed we could work together and help me feel better. Furthermore, starting next week, I’ll get to see E twice a week. So maybe I won’t need that noose, at least not in the next few days.
Sage Burning 
Oh I am so glad you have an appt and she seems compassionate. And two appts a week sounds wise and hopeful too. Hang I there darling.
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We’ll see! I’m not exactly hopeful, but I’m determined to try for as long as I can.
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You’ve got this, and when you don’t, we’ve got you. ❤️
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This is an excellent comment, honestly very supportive. Thank you so much.
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Q, I’m so glad the psychiatric nurse called and was positive, and that you can see E twice a week. That’s huge. I’m thinking about you and sending you warm thoughts.
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Thank you for the warm thoughts–they are encouraging.
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good vibes coming your way, glad you got an apt with the nurse and you’ll also see E twice a week soon. That is just what is needed I think. hugs all round ok? xoxo ❤
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